Now I can't really relax in my room. Its too big and empty. Me and Keegan have always prided ourselves in keeping one of the coziest rooms in Albert house. Other rooms like Jon's room and XXL's room has a gaping wide hole in the middle that makes you feel useless when you stand there. Haha. But i am sure we are most definately the only twin share room in Albert house who has joined beds! But now the coziness is half gone. Sure, my poster is still on the wall, the rug on the floor, the Stop-If-You're-ShouFarn-Then-Take-Your-Key sigh he drew is still there. But the Gusle lamp is not there any more, and neither is Ashley and Hannah on the wall, or all the decorations on his shelf. The room looks "unlived". It has suddenly gotten a lot bigger.
If that is not enough, the stupid internet connection is failing me. Stupid thing can't even go on for more than 20 seconds. Thus the sight of a 188pound Malaysian Ipoh Male holding the computer with one hand in the middle of the corridor, directly below the router, holding the door open, while the other hand types. Sob. My arms became so tired that i was forced to find another spot. Which is why i am now currently typing this in the dining room at 3am in the morning.
Other than that, there is the exams. And i am forgetting the Semester One Maths. There is something sad about spending 1 and a half hours on Semester one beginner's stuff, while breezing through Semester 2 "difficult" stuff. Aih.I want this to end quickly. After seeing 4 people from my group pack up and go, i keep thinking about going home. Everytime i sit down to study, my mind drifts away and i envision my self doing all the oacking with breathless exitement. I can't concentrate. My mind keeps wandering. Hopefully putting it down here will help. I will have to study intensively tomorrow. Ganbatte!
Current Mood: title says it all (feeling glimmer of hope though)
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